Im Sooo Ready...

I’am 37 weeks today, one week into my ninth month, and Im soooo ready to do this….Physically. LOL. I know Im not prepard mentally. I have no idea what to expect, besides crying and poop. Im just ready to have my body to myself now lol. My belly is starting to drop, which is putting extra pressure on my hips and my pelvis area. So my fell like their slowly being pulled apart, and my bathroom visits are literally every 10- 15 mins, plus I’ve adopted the oh so famous pregnant “waddle” that is “so cute” to everyone but me lol. It’s what ever though, My pregnancy has been smooth sailing beside the morning sickness in the first trimester, and this. So I wont be like “OMG it’s just been all bad,” and what ever, Im just like… Im sooo ready lol

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♥ Im In Love With Myself Today

A Sunday Afternoon on The Island of Le Grande Jate by George Seurat

fell in love with this painting when I was like 7 years old, when I saw it in “Baby’s Day Out.” I always reminded me of hanging out with my Granny on Sunday afternoons, exploring the neighborhood, finding new (to me) Parks and Museums and stuff. Just an easy Sunday afternoon

I Love Sundays,

Sunny or Raining, its always the perfect day to me. It’s like I wake up well rested, and relaxed, and the whole day just flows perfectly. I love it. I was just go sleep this Sunday away (LOL) cause Im still battling the stupid Flu, but I think I’ll finally work on my vision board. My Mom was up early working on hers and talking about how good it made her fell and what not, so Im going to start mines, take my mind off the baby shower and the sickness and focus on some good energy. This is gonna be good. I been feeling so weighed down lately, and my nerves have seriously been ON EDGE. Its like the closer March gets, the closer I fell like Im going over the edge. My Baby shower is March 3rd, and my due date is March 24th. My anxiety has been ON EDGE about that, but what ever, I’ll save that for Tuesday. Imah do my Vision board today, get a mani-pedi, a wash and deep condition, a cut and a blow out, play video games and watch movies till I fall asleep. :) No worries today, just happiness

So, I saw a Psychic The Other Day

Me and my God sisters went last Sunday and got palm readings, it was pretty cool… kind of. …idk… I guess I was kind of let down a bit. My reading wasn’t as filled with depth like my god sisters where. I guess it was kind of my fault. Im pretty skeptical when it comes to people who claim they can see the future and put people together and stuff like that. I tried to go in with an open mind but I failed. My reading was so bland, I felt like what she told me was something she could tell anybody and they would relate it to their life. Especially after I told one of my God sisters what she told me and it related to what she told her, so that was two doses of sucky balls. Third dose came when I was talking to some people online about it and this lady (who says she psychic) told me that I was the reason the reading was so bland :/ Real quick, this is how it went. The day before, when we where talking about going, everyone was telling us we shouldnt and stuff so I was like Im gonna go in there with an open mind, ready for a new experience because everyone was saying that we shouldnt So my attitude was like that the whole next day,during lunch, the car ride there, the walk to the ladies door, and right before I got threw the threshold I said a quick prayer. Apparently that quick prayer is what screwed everything up. “After you said that prayer, an indivisible wall came up and blocked her for doing her job,” she said. That bugged my life. cause Im life, if we all on the same team like Im told we are, my quick little prayer shouldnt have blocked anything. IDK, she told me to try another place cause she is probably sucked, but considering the fact that my God sisters got what they wanted and I didnt, makes me think it was me. Sooooo, with that being said, I appreciate the experience, but I wont be doing it again. I got more info from this Native American woman on the BART for free, than I got from her for $25. Oh well.